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Life is pretty shit, shit in a sense where it’s starting to get monotonous. The same whole routine follows everyday, day in day out.

What’s more shit is when there are people that are working with you, “working” i mean, people who are just around because they are around. If sleeping around and getting people to do their job is a kind of work done, i don’t mind doing that as well. All the excuses, to cover up his own ass, and making people around follow nonsensical instructions. We are all here to work, why make life difficult for us. So they higher the hierarchy of ranks one achieve, doesn’t one have to make more contribution, serve more..? Since you are  proven to be able to hold that stupid rank on your shoulder, then prove your capabilities, rather than make people prove yours and turn yourself into a laughing stock. ..

Well.. What to do..? I am serving my term, not as if i had a choice.

It’s almost 10months since i was recruited. A couple more to go..

Like many other guys out there, we look forward to collecting back our Pink IC. That is the end of the challenge, and the start of another. For me, it’s still a path of unknown. All lies ahead is a misty road, where i’m not even sure if its a road or is it the verge of a cliff. It’s not within what i can control.

It’s going to be another birthday in one day’s time, another one i mean. 18 one of them have passed and what have i really achieved in those 18years of life. Mostly uncertainties i suppose. It probably time to think about the future, of the next 18years of my life what do i really want to achieve.

Life is like a race, make sure every pit stop you make is worth it, so that the drive thereafter would be smoother.