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Its been long sinced i have last blogged here, due to some hardware problems that i have encountered and lack of funds. For the past weeks or days even, life’s..? Argh.. so so i guess, did badly for tests and other stuffs. Always had so much to thought of when i wanted to blogg, but when it comes down to the real bloggin, it doesn’t seem that there are alot of things i wannaa type here. Mayb is the fact that those things that i have thought of blogging i dun reallie wish people to see or know it. Its like a complete access to my poor little heart without a key. Somethings must still be kept a secret i guess.
Locking up myself , there are loads of things i wann a share, good ones, bad ones, but there aren’t many or should i sae not even one that i reallie feel so comfortable throwing everything that i feel, that i wish would happen that i want to do everything. No one understands me well, so well that i could trust and pour my sorrows to them. Waiting for things to happen, desperately waiting, but it just never happens.
Maybe i’m not feeling so bad now, immunisation has brought things to a complete lost of senses. Not that kind of touch i am feeling like before, the pain, the sore. Or do i enjoy the insainty i am feeling then, now? Or NEVER again? i wish…

I love Hong Kong!!

HELLO WORLD.
The famous Daryl Lim is back!
After a hiatus of a week! Don’t you guys simply miss me? Okay i shall not make u guys blush further. I shall just get on with my post of the day.

Today marks the start of Term 2. which basically sucks!! Had A Maths for the 1st 2 periods. my (going to be) worse subject ever! Now that mr goh is teaching. i think that he’s not cut out to teach us, secondary sch students. his style is more suitable for teaching those JC or maybe even university students. i don’t understand wtf he’s teaching!~!~!~ which sometimes all the time makes me so frustrated i wanna burst out in tears. :~ but i would never do that since i’m a guy, a man actually and am supposed to supress my tears however difficult it is. i’ll tell you how hard it is to understand mr goh’s teaching. he expects us to have already mastered those previous chpts and have those at the tip of our fingers, which is actually what we are supposed to know, (but i don’t!) and sometimes skip steps! when i take a few minutes to try and comprehend what he writes on the board, the next thing i know, he’s already at the next question! i can hardly keep up! hur hur hur! yes u say i can stop him midway. but tt just makes the whole class burst out laughing since my question seems so stupid and they’re are way cleverer than me and don’t even have to pay attention to be able to understand. i can consult him after lessons or during the time he gives us to do hmwrk. but i don’t. why? because i’m so completely demoralised i do not bother to ask him anymore. it feels like the rest of the class has already completed the race and i’ve barely passed the starting point. and that’s exactly why i need the a maths tuition i’ve been having for 3 lessons already. the tutor is around mr goh’s age but he’s so so so much more better than mr goh. For one he goes through questions step by step. i’m really depending on the tutor now but i know it’s not good. sigh sigh sigh. maybe it’s better to teach in small groups than a class of >40 students. i don’t know. i just wanna return to Ms Deepa’s band~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Not that i’m being proud and showing off but i used to score A1s there! for both A & E maths. but now i’m barely scraping thru. ok i shouldnt exaggerate. im scoring B4s now :/ it might not be very drastic results, but it is, considering how much i’ve dropped. and my grades will continue to go down if this goes on. sigh!

oh well.

i feel so much more relieved now. letting all those stuff out.

See ya, world.

p.s. i’m not really daryl actually, but his official blog secretary, appointed personally by him to keep his blog alive and updated! yeah and he’d better thank me for doing so. maybe i should even demand a salary. heh. cya~

This will mark the start of the school holiday, mark the start of the month and counting down to SYF. Just had our band camp, two rehearsals at the Singapore Conference Hall. Not really happy about the results the we’ve came out of. Technically wise, maybe we’ve made our mark for it, but in terms of enjoyment and musically aspect. I think there;’s still a long way and look at the amount of time left. 30 days left. Can we make it?? YES of cos we’ll.. Its just how well can we soar. To aim and to be able to achieve the best in that we can do and produce. Is this the best now.. I truly doubt so.
There are still some idiots that are not putting in the effort. The kind of face, the way they act upon commands and the way they play tells a million word. Is it so hard for u guys to do it.
Went CS house for the night, supposed to go there to study, but in the end, all no mood, except for that Jiahao do his stupid chinese hmwk. Wad did we do, i think we just talk and talk, everything also talked about, and kept on disturbing jiahao and his hairless leg lol.. and watch some SARS show.. and sleep.. waste time, but nevertheless fun
Bought ZEN micro le, dun haf to go queue up wif gerald haha..