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School workload is increasing day by day and i could hardly do those work in the afternoon as i personally think that studying in the afternoon is not a nice thing at all because of the long day in school already and the weather and other stuffs. So i tend to slack a lil more in the afternoons, spending my time frutifully practising on my instruments. At least its not that taxing on the amount of brain juice that has to be squeezed. So i usually put my work at around 8pm plus, after dinner and some TV with my family. Most of the times, i will do till 11plus and 12mid and my mum is already getting kinda of pissed of with the time i sleep. She nags that i dun help with the household chores and stuffs. Truthfully, i dun actually spend much of my times at home and when i get home, its kind of late and stuffs. Life of student is really difficult to gauge by parents and the amount of concentration that has to be placed on work. To them, its just sitting down and listen to wad the lecturer has to say. Hates it when she nags when i doing my work, kind of really puts me off, disturbs my concentration level and merely increasing my patience and anger level. Quarrel and tried to debate with her about the kind of stress and situation, but its to no avail.

Mayb its really diff for her to manage the entire household, but shuldnt she kind of like think students arent leading any more comfortable life than wad they haf now? Rathe than any load on both side of the parties, creating a more tense up situation about the whole thing? Will it help if things were brought about upon in a proper manner or it would be the same? Task given and job assigned. Merely adding more stress to the overload stresing life we already have. May God Bless all:)

P.E by ling is horrandous. Jog, sprint and all the crap. Thighs injured, veins totally stretched to the ultimate. Taken aback by my growth status, could i just have said it that i have not grown much reallie, be it height or weight.. Has it all went into a stationary mode or just not been spurred to move.

i broke my $50 earpiece today. Totally devastated to see the state of it whithin just 3 months. Arghh.. totally pissed off by it. 50bucks just gone like that. Din really feel much of anithing though. Like i say, life’s got to carry on.

Once again, slept in class. During the time where we were given time to learn chinese spelling, i just totally slept ignoring the teacher. I have to admit that i am truly too tired for anithing nowadays. As in for those triple periods that ms Chow has for the both days and it all happened to be the last few hours of the day. Sorry that i always disturbs ur lesson, actually its jus a mere wanting myself to be awake for your lesson. I jus think that its a no choice situation i guess..

Could see that some members are trying real hard to practise hard to get into the SYF band, sometimes i really take my hats off them. As for my section, sometimes its real hard to get things right and together. Practising is one thing, but practising Right is the more impt thing i shuld say.

Really wanna thank Jiahui for developing this blogg for me, i think she find me an complete idiot to chose to super duper plain skin. This is just what i really wan bahs, a place for me to pour all my thoughts and feelings about stuffs that is unable to rectify in my confusing minds.

Haha.. Finally, i’m gonna blogg.. Though sumhow i strongly do not agree in doing such a ting, cos its like showing the whole world wad u wanna tell them.. But, now.. haha.. i’ve got so much things that i must pour out to something before my mind will blow off..

Life’s not showing much better ever since the start of the new year, experiencing and encountering more problems den b4.. this is seriously not fun.. Sec4.. God.. supposed to be a stressful year.. Starting to shows some signs of recovery towards the problem of waking up early in the morning. Never seemed to get enough sleep dis few days, its real tiring on certain days and the epidemic is all around with the cold weather makes people more slack and lazy.

Rushed through the whole day struggling to complete the maths that Deepa gave, no idea wad she had gave cause i wasnt at all paying attention to her and i dun haf my Sec3 text wif me, so.. had to rush thru.. sometimes, i really jus wanna work hard, but it really seem so hard for me.. Everything is in a rush, and for me.. The biggest tendency for me is to procrastinate. Leaving stuffs thats suppose to be done tomorrow and tommorrow.. There’s no end of tomorrow i guess.. Haha.. Chemistry is getting better for me eevr since Voo took over, understanding was made much easier den Ng-Lau.. At least, i dun sleep in Chem animore.. haha..

Last night, this serious matter which literally turned out to a stupid lame crap.. Mayb it was too much a waste of time brooding over it? Or it was something bad that din wan it to turn out to be into.. I have totally no idea.. Mayb both parties haf their part to say, since both were willngly to compromise, hope the quote ‘they lived happily ever after’ would come about.. Nevertheless. there is bound to be a gap and barrier there now.. No matter wad, this has sort of change my mindset, mayb.. Have people nowadays turn out to be more of such a difficult creature to understand, or mayb people have changed.. Thats the way that i look at things now i guess..

When u do not meet other’s demand, they tend to get not happy and upset and think you are not doing a good job. However, have they ever stepped in the shoes of that person and visualize the whole scenario. Things would have been better, much better.. Much more of it, comparison is taken into the picture where the past and now. However, its a different thing altogether now. People change, politics change, styles change. Every soul have their own ways of managing and doing things, some which you may like, or some that u do not like. Its never for anyone to decide how things should be done to suit the mass, because its totally impossible. Mayb there is a certain extend of a reason why such of an act should be done which might not suit you, but to suit all, not a fair share of part was given much into your consideration. Then i guess, i would be just too bad for you to sacrifice so that the others would be happy? Or is there another alternative which would bring the better for both?

Life’s just so fragile, tomorrow is another day that u will live in under a mystery of today. So why not, think of a better way to live today and not bother about tommorrow as u never know wad will happen……….